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I was mortified so I ignored them all. Then, minutes later, there was a knock on my door. It was my childhood friend's mother. I have known the entire family since I was only 6 years old and was very close to the whole family. I nearly threw up when she told me why she was at my house. She had seen the post and was unable to get ahold of me so she drove across town to come to my house to warn me.

She had gone onto all her kids and her husband's facebook to report the photo. The next day going to school was a nightmare. Everyone had gotten out early the day before, so many people had seen the photo. Someone had saved the photo and had begun texting it around the school. I tracked it back to the person who saved it, which was mortifying because I had to come face to face with so many people who had seen a private photo of me to ask them who sent them it.

The guy who saved the photo was very apologetic and deleted it but it was already too late. The next few weeks were hard but thankfully living in a big city in a large school, the gossip faded and someone else became the new news. But that month in my life still haunts me 10 years later. I met a boy in 6th grade who stood up for me until no one wanted to be his friend, so then he became two different people - one when we were alone and one around others. This entry includes references to rape and self-harm. When I was in 5th grade, my 'friend' told my whole grade I wanted to sleep with two guys.

This wasn't true, but it didn't matter. He threatened to rape me in the girl's bathroom at least five times, but thankfully never did. After 8th grade, he had his friends pull an 8-hour "prank" on me: They threatened to kill me if I didn't sleep with them. I ended up overdosing on July 5, But now, in 11th grade, the 'slut'-shaming for me is over.

I've recently started researching sexism and slut-shaming for an assignment at school and it has got me thinking about all the times I've been sexually assaulted and not even realized it was actually sexual assault. When I was 15 I started going to parties and drinking lots with my friends. I used to have all these guys that I was friends with and even some I had never met before grab my ass and tell me how much they would like to fuck me. I didn't really have a problem with it and they were usually drunk and high, so I never really told them to get off or stop.

I would also occasionally hook up with these guys so I just figured what the point in telling them to stop if I'm just going to hook up with some of them anyway. One day I went to a small party at my friend's house, it was only close friends so I didn't think anything would happen. I went to this party and got the drunkest I had ever been. I was falling all over the place and even vomited a few times.

At one point I went outside with two of my guy friends for a smoke, when we were on our way back inside one grabbed me and pushed me against the shed we were standing behind and started kissing me, I went along with it at first I didn't think there was any harm. At this point, we were the only two outside. He kept telling me that he wanted me to suck his dick.

When I said no he grabbed my hand and pushed it down to his dick and told me that a hand job "would be okay. When I told my best friend and the other guy I was outside with they kept an eye on me all night and made sure this guy didn't try anything again. On the following Monday, everyone at school knew cause he told everyone. I wasn't ever explicitly called a slut or whore but I was labelled by some people as reckless and a little too "friendly". Some people have even said that I will end up getting raped because I've been known to not be able to control the amount I drink.

As crazy as it sounds I have started to believe that its true; not because I'm too "friendly" or reckless but because boys these days think that a drunken yes is still consent even if they know that you wouldn't say the same thing if you were sober, and some just can't understand that no means no. Something needs to be done in order to help both men and women because I shouldn't have to be taught by my friends and family that if I don't control myself someone will rape me. Boys should always be taught that no means no and that even if a girl drunkenly says yes it is still not consenting.

There is never an excuse for rape and it is ridiculous that people still have to be taught this. This entry includes descriptions of sexual assault and suicide. This was my junior year of high school. I had a tight group of friends that I deeply trusted. I have struggled with depression for as long as I can remember and I finally opened up to them about it. Some time later I fought with my best friend in the group and she and the other girls turned against me and started spreading rumors. I had kissed a boy we knew and it was a mistake and I regretted it and they started telling everyone how much I messed around with guys.

And no matter what I did or said, they found a way that it was slutty. I started dating a guy and they said it was only because he was hot. I wore tall boots over unripped jeans and a flannel shirt and they told me I looked like a whore in front of our entire friend group. During this time I was emotionally manipulated and then physically forced to give a guy a blowjob, and I was told by this boy that it was my fault, and while those girls never found out about the sexual assault, their continued comments and the rumors they spread combined with the sexual assault almost led me to kill myself.

I still have scar tissue from all of it. I wish sometimes that I had never developed physically the way I did. Maybe I wouldn't hate myself. The minute I developed curves, I became proud that I was becoming a woman. However, now that I'm 15 and with G-cup breasts, I'm starting to think that all I'm destined for is sexual harassment from peers and older men alike, as well as occasional sexual assault. Am I only destined to be sexualized and slut-shamed? As soon as I moved to my current school this year, people started questioning my virginity and spread it to students and teachers.

They spread these rumours before they even got to know me. Everyone believes it. Why wouldn't they? Even the guys who like me think I talk and flirt with 15 guys an hour. I only ever talk to them, but they don't really believe it. Some only actually talk to me because they think I'm easy to get with. Even my classmates and friends treat me as if I'm easy. I'm cast as the "mistress" in all our performances.

I truly thought I was alone but after surfing the web I realized that I was being slut shamed. And I want to tell my story to others. When I was 15 I would hang out with my friends consisting of mostly guys. I got along with guys, cause I grew up with many. I would wear what my friends wore, but since I had a bigger chest and hung out with mostly guys, guys would say I was a slut.

I ignored them and tried not to believe their words. The part where it actually got worse was when I went on vacation with my family. I'm not so close to that side of my family, so I tried talking to most of my female cousins but they would just push me aside. This led to me talking to the guys, my cousin's boyfriend and another cousin's husband, both young but not my type. It turns out that my cousins boyfriend was caught searching me up, and this made my cousin jump to conclusions and eventually she thought I was trying to get with him.

But I just tried talking to him to pass time and as well as a reason to get closer to my cousin. That wasn't what she believed so she called me and told family members that I was trying to steal her boyfriend, clearly not true, but it was what she believed. I was confronted by many of my cousins and I spoke the truth only to be called a liar, and even if they didn't say it to me personally, also slut shaming me, analyzing every picture or post I put on social media, and every move I had made on the trip when I was around the boyfriend.

This affected my mental and physical state. I tried telling my side of the story and no one believed me. They said that because of how I dressed it wasn't a surprise to them. I was now viewed as a catch to the males in my family, and a slut to the females.

I truly thought I was alone and thought about committing suicide but after surfing the web I realized that I was being slut shamed. I kept expecting every day for my body to show some indication that I was tainted and impure. This entry includes descriptions of rape and self-harm. When I was fifteen I was hanging out with a friend. I had a huge crush on him. Not on his 6 friends who came over and tied me up. All of them took turns doing what they called "skull fucking" me. No matter how much I cried. No matter how much I begged them to stop. I thought I was destroyed.

I could not tell my mom or my sisters or my friends. I thought they would hate me. Tell me I deserved it. It was a long time before I could even talk about it. I wanted to kill myself. I harmed myself every day for years. That's what my mom noticed. I went to therapy. To this day my mother doesn't know what drove me to hurt myself, to this day I'm scared of what she'll think of me.

To this day I am terrified of oral sex and nervous during every sexual encounter. I am all too aware that if a man wants my body, he can take it by force. Since that day, I was branded as a slut. Back in primary school, my best friend and I were inseparable. She was dating a guy whom I became quite close with. As time went by, he basically became like my brother. Their relationship was actually quite deep despite the fact that it was a primary school relationship.

They dated for a year and at the end of the year, he broke up with her. She was utterly devastated by the break up and cried for days. Despite the fact that he had hurt her, she still had feelings for him. What was weird was that even though they broke up, they'd behave as though they were still dating. Then one day when she didn't come to school, he kissed me. Not only did he kiss me, he was actually my first kiss. I didn't know what to do once he had said 'give me a kiss' so I just froze. Since that day, I was branded as a slut and a man stealer. What a great first kiss story.

I'm 35 and I've been slut shamed because I had a boyfriend when I was eighteen. My mother knew and she knew I'd slept with him. When she found out she tried to lock me out of the family home and there were screaming fits about how I was "damaged goods" and how she was so ashamed. Fast forward thirteen years and I had recently delivered my second baby with my husband of twelve years.

My husband and I are very happy together and he always knew I'd had the one boyfriend before him. My newborn daughter had serious health complications and we were very anxious about her; as such we had asked relatives to be as calm as possible and not indulge in the usual excited new baby partying. My mother was unhappy about losing the opportunity to show off and felt anger and resentment towards me. A month after the birth and two days after the funeral of my best friend she expressed this anger by slut shaming me to my husband.

She started screaming at him in front of our other child about, "did he know what I was", and how I had, "dirty little secrets". My husband picked up the children and ushered me out. We have not seen her in nearly three years. I still maintain that I have done nothing wrong in having a boyfriend, I was an adult, it is my body and was my choice to make. What angers me most is that in the eyes of many that choice has damaged or reduced me as a human being. My free choice is portrayed as something which has caused me to lessen in value.

My choice has become an act which is fundamentally shameful and which makes me less acceptable as a wife and something which can be used to punish me with for decades to come. Now I have a daughter, and there is no sex act that can ever impinge upon her great value as a being worthy of love, respect and kindness. It means I was bullied into saying yes.

For the past 6 years of my life I have been in a healthy and happy relationship with a beautiful and wonderful man. Unfortunately sometimes he can also be a nightmare come to life. My boyfriend enjoys anal sex, which I have no issue with. I myself have consent on a number of occasions to it and we enjoy a healthy sexual relationship that's centred around respect and trust. However one day we started to become intimate and he asked if we could try anal intercourse as it had been a while.

I consented and we began. Instantly I disliked it, it was uncomfortable and I was in a great deal of pain. I asked him to stop and I said I didn't want to carry on this time. I promised that when I felt ready for it we could carry on another time. He started to beg me to carry on, saying it would only take a few minutes, that he loved me, that he had needs, that he wouldn't hurt me. I kept saying no not today, another time but not today. He kept persisting. Saying he loved me so much, that he wanted his needs met.

He kept repeating that it would only be quick. He promised I wouldn't feel any pain. I was lying on my front while he sat on my legs, effectively I was trapped. Eventually I gave in, wanting him off of me and for it all to just stop. A few months later I spent the night at his house, and as was common we cuddled together naked before bed.

Just before we drifted of he makes me aware that he wants to have sex. Just normal sex this time as we were both tired and didn't want to start anything too complex. It was 12'o clock at night and I was tired. I let him know I wanted to just go to sleep and that in the morning, if I consented, we could do it then.

He again persisted. Being tired and knowing if I didn't say yes he would keep pestering me like last time I said yes. It was uncomfortable and painful and after I felt like crying. My perfect boyfriend who everyone was jealous of didn't seem to understand no. A few days later after confiding in a close friend and crying I put my foot down. Enough was enough. I was not going to let this happen again. So I told him, when I say no it means no.

When I say I'm tired and I want to sleep it means no. When I say something is painful and I want to stop that means stop. People always talk about the dangers women and men face in regards to rape, yet no one mentions sexual coercion, which is when tactics like pressure, trickery, or emotional force are used to get someone to agree to sex. What this means is if you are made to consent it isn't really consent. It's like if someone was to hold a gun to your head and make you give them all your money, just because you handed them the money doesn't mean you did it freely.

You were forced to in fear of what would happen if you didn't. When you are made to say yes that doesn't mean you consented. I said yes not because I wanted to but because I feared if I didn't I would be forced to carry on away. I convinced myself for months that because I had said yes that I had consented. I try to convince myself that what had happened was right because I did say yes. It doesn't matter. I may have said yes but before that I had said no multiple times. Ten no's followed by one yes doesn't mean I consented.

It's important to remember that sometimes saying yes doesn't mean you're ok or that you fully give consent. It's ok to say no and mean it. It's ok to turn down someone. It's also ok to tell them that they are a bully and that they aren't allowed to hurt you anymore. Fortunately my boyfriend is remorseful and understands what he did.

I truly believe that he will listen when I say no in the future, but I know others might be stuck in relationship where they are made to say yes. Put your foot down. Scream no for the whole world to hear. If they ignore you run away, report them, fight back. Whatever you need to do to stop them. You are beautiful and deserve to have your body respected. I was "slut" shamed some time before 5th grade. In my native language my last name contains the root of the word 'easy' as well as the root for an old word for 'forest' - thats where it actually comes from.

So this boy came up to me and said: Well your name contains the word easy so you must be We already have enough going against us, why add more to it? I didn't think I could experience "slut" shaming at 30 years of age. I had recently broken up with a long term boyfriend and felt the need to go out and meet new people.

So I did what any awkward, newly single woman would do: I joined a few dating sites. I talked to both men and women, seeing what I liked and didn't like. I even met up some of them for dates. The only problem with that, according to my close friends, was that I wasn't portraying myself in a "good light. It was shocking to them that I had already kissed a guy I just met on the second time meeting him. Apparently, women aren't supposed to go on more than one date with a different guy. You're supposed to talk to a guy for months before agreeing to meet with him and then wait even more to introduce him to your friends.

I'm not old fashioned and after coming out of a verbally and emotionally abusive relationship the one prior to my recent one , I wasn't going to settle anymore. I just hope that this helps to show that no matter the age, you can still be slut shamed. I'm hoping that we as women can break this stigma and support one another.

This entry includes references to rape and suicide. When I was in 2nd grade, I was sexually assaulted by a classmate. I put up with the assault for 2 years until I finally came forward and told somebody about it. I was raped in 7th grade by a 10th grader and then I became depressed. When I turned 16 I was addicted to drugs and alcohol and I even attempted suicide. I was bullied because of that event. I was slut shamed and body shamed, beat up in hallways because I was different. I went to Seoul High School and everything was better, at least for a while.

I would always wear long-sleeved shirts and jeans and always sit in the back. One day I had been in the process of being beaten up when a group of 7 boys came up and told everyone to leave me alone. They did, and I was able to finish off highschool without bullies. And then after I graduated in , I went into rehab and got myself clean and then landed a job where I have been happily working since There are women who look down on others who dress a certain way or the way they talk.

When I was 10, I gathered all the courage to go talk to this boy I liked. Before I could start, he slapped me right across my face. I was roughly 13 when I was asked to play defense and we opted man-on-man because why not. As we started playing, a player from the opposing team came up to me and grabbed my boobs. He was my senior. I was scared and didn't speak of it until a few years back. I've also been slut-shamed for being very open and flirtatious.

I've been berated by a lot of men for being a certain way. Why is it only the women who are open and bold get laid? This guy would always pass lewd comments about me right to my face, like "Your face looks like shit. You're a fucking shit face, you're so black. Because I'm apparently giving out hints that I'm available and I'm all for you. Really, the other day I was fully clothed, and I was stalked and was looked upon in an obscene sort of way. According to the survey conducted in Britain, which happens to record one of the highest numbers of rapes before India, asked a bunch of rapists what makes you want to rape a woman?

They subtly replied that when women let their hair down, it makes them want to rape women. Now we should just shave our heads, right? I could go on about various other events that happened but I'm not ready. I peel my scabs because of it. They don't even say my name anymore. This entry includes references to self-harm and sexual assault. I have been sexual bullied for 4 years now. It still hurts. I'm only 17 and I'm considered "easy," "a bitch," and "a hoe. I cringe every time I hear it.

Boys always ask me for boob and butt pics. I feel worthless. I feel as if I'm stalked, as well as if anything could happen to me. I've been told I'm going to die a slut. During the visit I was wasted, I was high. I then blacked out, I came to and I was naked. I had done something I wouldn't want to do. I was 10 years old when me and my family had to move to a city for better education. I had met a few friends. We would sneak alcohol and drugs such as marijuana.

It got to a point where I wanted to feel as badass as them. So I picked up the bottle, and I smoked what we could get. All my allowance that could have been for cool clothes and a nice haircut went to drugs. When I ran out I was no longer a part of the circle of friends. I was considered "cut". Soon it turned into monkey see, monkey do. I lost my virginity at age 14, to a sixteen year old boy whose girl friend would later confront me about being with him. I made up my mind and had left him. I was once at a party, 15? And I had gotten really drunk. A big fight started happening, and a friend had told me we could sit at her boyfriend's house.

On our way to his house in a vehicle I was offered three double stacked ecstasy pills, all at once. I'm 21 now and the friend still won't "let it go". A part of me says she won't because I know she's done stuff too, and she's making me feel like that to make herself seem better. I'm back in my hometown, and I never felt so comfortable, I realize the people in my home town are family.

When I think it's only me who has been through this, it's probably happened before. I am just so blessed to get out of that healthy and alive. God bless those people who accept everyone. This kid started rumors about me. He said that I "liked" about 8 different people and so people at my school started thinking I was a slut.

This entry includes references to violence. When I was in seventh grade, I met this boy. I'll say his name was Stephen. Stephen was an eighth grader and I soon fell for him. Stephen had a lot of friends and he was what you would consider "popular. He and his best friends, Stephen 2 yes, they had the same name and Frank, talked to me nearly every day and my extremely boring life soon became exciting.

Something new every day. I thought everything was great. I had tons of friends, and Stephen still didn't know I liked him, so he continued to talk to me. Just about at the start of the new year, Stephen stopped talking to me. Stephen 2 and Frank talked to me often still and so did Stephen's other friends, but I was scared that Stephen had found out.

Just before Christmas break, in fact a week and day before, my friend Katelyn, without my permission, told Stephen that I liked him. He said he figured it out already. I was crushed. Every day, I went on as normal. Nobody knew, but I was crushed on the inside. On the day after my 13th birthday, Stephen messaged me on Instagram a long, and very detailed, paragraph on why I should leave him alone. He liked another 8th grade girl, let's say her name is Amelia, and she liked him back. The message explained that.

As time went on, this kid Jack started rumors about me. He said that I liked about 8 different people and so people at my school started thinking I was a slut. I only liked Stephen though, and this was really difficult for me. Zack didn't go to my school and I never met him, but he was friends with Stephen and all of Stephen's friends. I began to have a crush on Zack and I had my friend Hana text Stephen that.

He was surprised, but though none of my friends knew, I still liked Stephen a lot. Just a few days after Hana told Stephen that I liked him, things started to get out of hand. Someone I didn't know messaged me to let them into my group chat with Jack, a girl named Violet, and a boy named Liam and said if I didn't then he would get me. Thinking it was not a big deal, I let him into the group chat and he said he stalked all of us.

We thought he was joking so we went on as usual and then it got weird. The day after he was let into the chat, he attacked Jack. He went to Jack's house and physically attacked him. Then he sent all of our phone numbers out and all of our addresses into the chat and he said he was coming for Violet next. At that point, we were freaked out so Jack called the police. They said they would try and track the guy down and we were trying to stay calm.

A day later, the guy found out who I liked and he spread it through the school, making me seem like an even bigger slut because he said I "stalked" Zack on Instagram. The rest of my school year was hell. Me, Jack, Violet, and Liam had to be questioned by the police and it was crazy. The next year I went to a different middle school for the 8th grade so I got away from it, but I will never forget that year. When I had the guts to tell my friends what happened, they believed me but made fun of me for it. I was labelled a slut and a whore.

I wasn't like most popular kids in my school. But I was still fairly popular. I had come terms to my sexuality and I was damn confident in my own skin. But you see, sex talk doesn't mix with teenagers in a Catholic school, except for maybe older students I was a freshman back then. And when you're sexually promiscuous, someone was bound to find out. I've heard of students getting kicked out for being blackmailed to send nudes to boys, I've heard of stories where a drunk girl was forcefully fingered in the bathroom. I've even heard of stories where students were raped.

And I thought maybe they were just dark stories, created to shut down the slut shaming the people involved had been receiving. Everything changed one day. I was practicing with a group of friends at the back of the school, by the swimming pool. We weren't high nor drunk, we were sober back then.

It all started when a guy who had been part of my past crushes told me "I look seductive," while I was singing the song Trouble by Halsey. I didn't mind it at first, one of my friends let's call her May , even laughed at the guy. I looked at May and just shook my head. But then, the guy said "What if you give May a lap dance?

That'd be so hot. It didn't seem like one, so I stormed out of the place and sat underneath the shade of a tree it was still pretty near. But then out of the blue, the guy was standing in front of me. I stood up, knowing that he was probably sent to fetch me back, but as I was about to go. He grabbed a hold of my hand and pushed me to the trunk of the tree. His body was larger than me and he was taller, and I couldn't do anything, his face was a few feet away from mine and his fingers were roaming, and I was so repulsed. I told him to stop but he didn't. And when I finally thought it was over, I saw two of my close friends standing behind debris from an old building, and they couldn't look at me in the eye, and I couldn't take it.

I looked at the guy and I wanted to vomit and he just looked at like he was satisfied that he took away my virginity, and then I ran. The next days I couldn't sleep, I couldn't do anything. Seniors were talking about it. I was angry, because they started calling me a slut, they started offering money so I could blow them.

I was angry that the school administration didn't find out because it was everybody's little secret. The guy controlled everyone in my class, and when I had the guts to tell my friends what happened, they believed me but made fun of me for it. The witnesses - the two friends who saw me - didn't want to talk. It ruined me because every time I broke down, they would tell me to get over it because it was my fault anyways. If it wasn't for my sensual vibe, that people wouldn't get the idea that I was still a virgin. That I wouldn't be called a slut. After a few weeks, our Christmas Party required that every girl would wear a dress, not less than two inches above the knee.

Mine was three inches below the knee, and when I finally thought nobody would bother, our class picture was spammed with comments, slut shaming me for wearing a dress. My friends sided with the hate, because if I covered myself up nobody would think differently. And that is where I learned that even if you wear pants, you could still be called a slut.

The people who insist there's a right way women should act are just controllers, and I can't let them run my life. We shouldn't let them run our lives. I have been slut shamed on FB for flirting with guys and saying they're sexy. I've heard of this happening to other women too. They'll say you're being a creep, or would you tolerate a guy treating a woman this way. I feel a lot of it is women shaming women for having any sexual feelings. Like policing other women's sexuality, for what reason, I don't know.

Is it they feel threatened by women who own their sexuality, or women who just make more friends with guys than girls? If someone said back off I'll back off but it's never just that. It's usually some sort of accusation of being too sexual like, the last time it was, "Stop saying you want to bang my boyfriend!

I do have a problem with taking things too personally, and they may have just decided to randomly go after me. I think the worst thing is it's made me fearful of being friends with other women and trusting them. It seems they get a boyfriend and just go ballistic on every women they know. I really get upset at the thought of hurting anyone, but I think I need to start realizing in this situation the only thing I can do is leave. It's strange how this happens so often to guys yet if a man treated his girlfriend in a way like saying she can't have any contact with other guys everyone would be mad.

Of course there's all the stuff generally about men being abused by women and people not caring. I think what troubles me is I try to see it from their perspective, and all I can think is how can they hurt their partner like this? If you worry your guy is unfaithful talk to him about it. I mean I know abusers are about isolation, and most likely they're trying to isolate him. But maybe they're scared.

I just know I'm tired of losing guy friends to this. I also know I need to stop believing if I act right this won't happen. Why should someone feel they need to apologize for wanting to make someone happy? By talking about it, by airing my wounds, I feel like I can heal instead of fester.

We met on Facebook through a mutual friend. We bridged the distance by sending intimate pictures and I didn't think much of it because we were planning to meet and it helped keep the relationship going. Besides I had done it with other relationships I had been in and it hadn't been an issue. When I was finally about to fly out and meet him, it just didn't work out and I assumed we had left on good terms. After all, he was seeing someone else and posting her pictures on Facebook about a month later. I was genuinely happy for him and hoped everything worked out. We eventually got out of touch and I didn't think much of him until a little over a year later, when a co-worker pulled me aside and asked if some pictures he found were mine.

Little did I know, my pictures I had sent him had been posted online. I was horrified. What was even more horrific was another co-worker that I hadn't worked with in years also tracked me down to inform me my pictures were online. We weren't even stationed together - he was stationed in Japan at the time. I went to the JAG legal advocate and he was basically no help. The guy that had posted the pictures was part of a sex scandal at Lackland and as a parting gift when he was discharged, he posted the pictures.

The most we could do was go through the humiliating process of requesting the pictures be taken off the site. I wanted to believe the nightmare was over - but on sites like reddit and imgur where the pictures were posted there is a "like, comment and share" function like on Facebook. It had been shared over 20 times. It was only a matter of time before my pictures resurfaced. And they did a little over a year later, when a guy I went through a military course with found them on another site. And then another 6 months later a stranger found me through Facebook to inform me about the pictures again It was affecting my personal life.

I was wonderIng if life was worth living. It was never like this event was a single fixed point in my life that I couldn't walk away from. I was afraid of pursuing job opportunities for fear of how I'd look if someone had seen my pictures. I was always on edge when I worked with people because I never knew if my professionalism was overshadowed because someone had seen my pictures online.

I've been in a dark place for a long time, hiding my dirty little secret. It feels so hopeless because it'll never go away. It's always out there and even if it's buried, it just takes someone finding them, deciding to make the pictures their own and posting them on a site to make them new again.

There is no such thing as "old news" with this. I finally decided that it was enough. The military has a sexual assault awareness and prevention program and I talked to the coordinator. I needed to get it out. I've shared my story for them to use and I'm working on becoming a trainer. I believe in the power of the word. I still have bad days. I still feel worthless. I have to dig deep some days to find my worth. It's hard to let people get close and it's very difficult to have meaningful personal relationships with men.

Some days I'm so angry my pictures are passed around like playing cards - on "for pay" sites It makes me soooo angry. But I can't live that way. I have to make the decision that life is worth living. I can change this by taking ownership of it and make something positive out of it for myself. It doesn't have to consume me. Slowly but surely I can make this right for me.

People to this day call me a slut and bully me because of the actions that happened in middle school. This entry includes references to self-harm. When I was in seventh grade at Mt. Abraham Union middle and high school, I decided to send a nude to a guy I really liked. I didn't think anything of it because I knew the guy since I was a baby. We were very close. Surprisingly enough, he didn't send it to his friends or to anyone. He also never said a word about to it anyone. What started the whole slut shaming and bullying towards me was my best friend who I grew up with.

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I told her because after I sent it I regretted it and didn't know what to do. Instead of keeping it to herself, she told my mom. Who told her friends and such. By the next day, people were calling me a slut and more.


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It got to the point where I would slice my wrists, my thighs, and more. I just wanted to die. I went from being a straight A student to never wanting to go to school. In 8th grade, I eventually moved to South Royalton, Vermont. Even though I moved, I kept in touch with friends down in Bristol, Vermont and such. I went back down to go to some friend's house. While there, I was getting dressed and she took a picture of my breasts. I never looked back or went back unless it was to see family. Since I reported it, I have realized that I will never give anyone the power to hurt me that way ever again.

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This entry includes reference to rape. I was 14, dating this 17 year old, and we were hanging at my house for April vacation back in We had never sex before but we had done other stuff and he had a background of being forceful with me, and I just didn't expect anything bad to happen to ME. I went to take a shower and I was so vulnerable and I went a year thinking that it was all my fault because I was not wearing anything and I wasn't tough enough to fight him off.

He raped me and we never talked about it to this day. I have had a criminal case pending on him but nothing has happened and we have gotten no further in 5 months. This entry includes references to sexual assault. I would like to share my story of sexual abuse from my father, my 4th grade teacher, and other men! What I am most passionate about is finding my voice. The journey it took to get here and now wanting to help others. I was sexually molested by my father from infancy to 12 years of age.

The most traumatic time was being groomed and abused by my 4th grade teacher at the same time my dad was molesting me. The shame started when my body started to change and develop. How confused I was not knowing what was happening as men would whistle and make comments to me about my body. SO confused and I had nowhere to turn or anyone to talk to. It makes sense now that I didn't. After years of counseling, medications to stabilize me, and estrangement from my family of origin I began to find my voice.

I began to see why I was silenced and had no idea why these strange feelings were happening to me at such a young age and how much I blocked out. What I did do at an early age was numb with alcohol and I would feel a rush getting attention from men and yet feeling very unattractive. I feel I am one of the lucky ones. I did get herpes from an older gentleman when I was in my 20's, and I also had an affair on my husband early on in my marriage.

I needed to feel and express myself and yet didn't know why. It has been one hell of a long road back to me. I love the 54 year old woman I am today and stand proud in my journey and all the work I have done. But I am saddened by the shame and the confusion sexual abuse and assault brings. I am sick that survivors speak out to their abusers and more times than not you are not heard or the abuser denies it.

This shame comes at a great cost. My family aunts, uncles, siblings, parents, cousins have chosen to deny that my dad and mom would ever do such a thing. The grief of losing my family has been the most difficult thing I have ever endured. I stand proud today in my marriage, knowing who I am, full of confidence, wisdom and strength.

Thank you for this incredible project and documentary. The rumors began that I was the professor's little slut and that I slept with him to get good grades. No one would believe that he drugged and raped me. This entry includes a description of rape. Well I never thought I would be sharing this with anyone, but I feel like it's finally time. So it was my freshman year of college and I was so excited to be away from home and on my own.

Everything was great for the first few months and I even made a lot of new friends. However it wasn't meant to be. I am a Political Science major and my government professor was younger, maybe in his early thirties, and he was super nice to all of his students. Well sometimes I would come in and go over notes after class and we became closer. After going to him privately for maybe three weeks, the first incident occurred.

He was standing next to me and I was leaning over his desk reading a few sections of notes when he rubbed his hand against my upper thigh. I didn't react much because I was deep in thought, so he proceeded to grab my butt. When he did that I kinda jumped and he just had a smirk on his face before telling me all my notes were good and dismissing me. After that I felt uncomfortable but not too worried. If only I knew what was going to happen next. Maybe two weeks later he sent me an email and wanted me to come to his personal office to go over an assignment I had turned in.

I arrived at 6pm like he had asked me to and took a seat across from him. We talked for awhile before he got up and offered me a drink. I was thirsty so I said sure. Not even 10 minutes after drinking the water did I begin to feel tired and weak. Then he made his move. He came up behind me and grabbed my chest and began to kiss my neck.

I tried to push him off but couldn't. Next thing I remember he was pulling off my panties and bending me over his desk. Then he raped me. I woke up half naked the next morning outside his office. I tried to hurry back to my dorm but enough people saw me. The rumors and lies became too much, so I transferred schools. Life is better now and I'm a junior in college. Now burlesque shows are typically conservative strip teases meant to appeal to other women who have an interest in tattoos and rockabilly culture.

Burlesque troops tend to enroll thick, and often heavily tattooed women, who believe they are superior to strippers. Unlike strippers, burlesque performers do not typically make a living off of performing. Often related to fetishes for farting, feeding, or vore. Butch : a lesbian who adopts the dress and mannerisms of a man. She often assumes the more masculine role in a relationship. Synonyms: ass pirate, ass bandit. Butt Plug : Usually a short, squatty sex toy inserted in an asshole to loosen up the sphincter before anal sex. Butter Face : A woman with an attractive body but an unappealing face.

Pronounced, "but her face," as in, "That woman has a sexy body but her face looks like a donkey's. Butt Fucker : Anyone who enjoys anal sex. Usually refers to a gay man. Cad : A man who aggressively pursues his self interests, particularly when it comes to sex, with little regard for others. Not the man a woman wants to date, but the rogue she subconsciously wants to have sex with, particularly when she is ovulating.

Synonyms: alpha male, rogue, rake, rascal, scoundrel, scalawag. Cage Fetish : A fetish for being confined to a small space. This often manifests as a sub being locked in a cage, box, or a closet. Camel Toe : A vagina wedgy. A common occurrence among large women who wear small clothes. The Cardinal George : Any form of outercourse or frottage. Origins: Named after the Archbishop of Chicago, Francis Eugene George, who is outspoken in his opposition to gay marriage. Carpet Muncher : A lesbian as opposed to bugs that feed on actual carpet.

Casting Couch : Couch or space where women are coaxed into having sex by being promised a job, particularly a role in a movie or porno. Catcher : The receiving partner during anal sex. Usually refers to the bottom in a gay couple. Catheterophila : A fetish for having catheters inserted. Cat String Theory : The idea that women are only interested in men they cannot pin down or corner, in the same way a cat is only interested in playing with a string so long as it is dangling just out of the animal's reach. Origins: Erik Von Markovik. In humans, this often refers to cutting off the penis as well.

Castration Fetish : A body modification paraphilia for being castrated, for castrating others, or for people who are castrated. Some people who have their sexual organs removed still have a fully functional sex life when they go on hormone replacement therapy. Cat O' Nine Tails : A multi-tailed whip , often used in fetish play. Caverject : The brand name for an injectable drug used to stimulate an erection. Used by some cock stars when they begin to have trouble performing during porn scenes. Champagne Room : A private room in a strip club that can be rented out for extended periods of time, and which often comes with a complimentary bottle of champagne.

Despite what a stripper tells you, and the inflated cost of renting such a room, there is no sex in the champagne room, unless of course you are in a brothel or a seedy strip club. Charity : Engaging in sexual activity with someone who will get far more out of the experience than you will. Chastity Belt : A medieval device that forcibly guards a woman's virginity. These usually resemble metal underwear locked around a woman's waist. Small slits in the metal strips allow the woman to perform various bodily function, but these are not large enough to admit a penis. Similar: see male chastity belt.

Cheese Log : The result of using Cheeze Whiz as anal lube. Chemical Castration : Medication intended to reduce a man's overactive libido without actually castrating him. Often administered to sex addicts and sex offenders. More specifically, the hymen, which is often ruptured during vaginal penetration. Chick-fil-A : When a man is penetrated anally by a dildo , usually worn as a strap-on by his female lover. Synonyms: pegging. Chicks with Dicks : Pre-op male-to-female transsexuals. Choker : 1. A large penis. A collar often worn in the BDSM scene to signify ownership in much the same way a wedding ring does in the vanilla community.

These collars are often used on submissive partners during fetishistic acts. Choreophilia : A fetish for dancing, or dry humping on the dance floor, to climax. Chrematistophilia : A fetish for paying for sex, or for being robbed or blackmailed by a sex partner. Chubby Chaser : One who actively pursues obese sex partners because he genuinely is attracted to them or because he believes they are easier to coax into having sex. Synonyms: hogger, whaler, whalesman. Chuffnuts : 1. Synonyms: barnacles, dingle berries, klingons. Cinnamon Muff : A vagina covered in light red pubic hair.

Synonyms: fire crotch. Origins: Zach Galifianakis. Cisgender : When a person's body does not match their gender. Clitoris, Clit : the bundle of nerve endings at the hood of the vagina that can produce an orgasm when properly stimulated. Some men believe it to be a myth. Porn star , Vanessa Del Rio, was notorious for her enlarged clitoris after she took steroids to build muscle. Synonyms: button, man in the canoe, nub. Cloaca : 1. An anatomical feature in some animals, that is the only opening for the intestinal, urinary, and genital tracts. Basically an asshole, urethra, and vagina all rolled into one.

Common in amphibians, birds, reptiles, and monotremes. An outhouse. A sewer. Closet Freak : One who inhabits an alter-ego during sex that is in stark contrast to her public persona. Synonyms: a lady in the street but a freak in the bed.

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Cluster Fuck : 1. An orgy. A disorganization of people and bodies. Often used to describe traffic jams or a mess that must be sorted out. Cock : 1. A man who behaves like a dick. The type of torture is only limited by a dominate partner's imagination and can involve any number of things: stomping, flicking, pinching, burning, clothes pins, scratching, stretching, piercing, pulling, shocking, flattening, nailing. Cock Block : 1. Preventing a couple from having sex. The jealous and evil person who performs such a nefarious act. Cock Hungry : Possessing a powerful sexual appetite for sex with men, as opposed to one specific man.

Cock Ring : A ring that is slipped over an erection to the base of the penis in order to slow the loss of blood, thus maintaining an erection longer. These sex toys are made out of a variety of materials, including metal and rubber. While these sex toys can turn small men into cock stars, they often dull the sensation to the point of causing the man to lose his erection.

Coerce : Persuading a person to do something against her will, or without her consent. Coke Dick : An inability to achieve or maintain an erection due to an abundance of cocaine in the system. Similar: Whiskey Dick. Commando : The act of not wearing underwear beneath your clothes. Community Bike : A promiscuous woman. Everyone gets to ride her. Synonyms: slut, doorknob. Condom : Origins: From the Latin "condon," meaning "receptacle. Condom Dispenser : A promiscuous woman, albeit a promiscuous woman who brings her own condoms.

Congenital Hypoplasia : When the penile glands are stuck to the pubic bone, resulting in a micropenis. Conjugal : Of or related to marriage. Most often used in the phrase, "conjugal visit," which refers to when a prisoner is allowed to have sex with his significant other. Consensual : An activity that is done with the full agreement of all parties involved.

Often what separates sex acts from sex crimes. Copesmate : A partner with whom you cope, or struggle. A lover with whom you regularly fight. Coprophilia : A fetish for playing with, handling, or rubbing human feces on oneself. Cosplay : "Costume play. Coulrophilia : A fetish for clowns or other types of street performers. Synonyms: Bozophilia, clown paraphilia. Counting Games : While being spanked, flogged, or whipped, the submissive partner is required to keep count of the number of strikes.

Cougar : A woman who is beyond her physical prime, and who is often far more sexually aggressive in order to compete with younger women for men. Cougars often hunt younger men, or cubs, exclusively to fulfill their sexual desires as opposed to searching for a marital partner. Courtship, Courting, Court : The period in a relationship preceding marriage. The mating ritual of western culture in which a male wooes a woman. Cowgirl : A standard sex position in which the woman rides atop the man who lies flat on his back.

Creampie : How babies are made, which is probably why it is such a popular fetish. When not specified as an oral or anal creampie, this refers to ejaculating inside a vagina. Creeping : Cheating. Crop Dusting : Farting while you pass a group of people.

Often used as a tactic to get a group to leave an area or table. Cross-Dresser : Usually, a heterosexual man who has a fetish for dressing in women's clothes. Synonyms: transvestite. Cross-Eyed Fetish : A fetish for people who are cross-eyed. Rene Descrates was rumored to be attracted to women who were cross-eyed. Crushing Fetish : A fetish for watching small insects or animals being crushed to death. Cuckold : 1. A man whose wife or girlfriend has sex with other men. A fetish in which men enjoy watching their female partner having sex with other men, particularly men who are more physically imposing.

Synonyms: cornuto. Origins: From the cuckoo bird, which changes mates frequently and lays eggs in other birds' nests. Cum Bubble : A bubble of semen that sometimes emerges from the nostrils, mouth, vagina or ass after semen coats these orifices. Cum Fart : Farting out semen after anal sex. Cum Inflation : A version of inflation fetish in which a person fantasizes about pumping so much semen into a sex partner that her body bulges and swells with male ejaculate. Cum Target : 1. A tattoo on a man or woman that serves no better purpose than a target to aim at while ejaculating.

A promiscuous woman or gay man. Cunnilingus : Oral sex performed on a vagina. Cunt Rag : 1. A Tampon or period pad. A person who is comparable to a used Tampon. Cupping : A type of sadomasochistic play derived from a healing practice in ancient Chinese medicine. Typically the dom uses a flame to remove the oxygen from a glass cup.

The cup is then quickly placed on the sub's skin. The vacuum sucks the skin into the glass, creating a large, hickey-like mark. Cutting Fetish : Sexual pleasure is derived from inflicting cuts on oneself or a sex partner. Cyber Sex : Like phone sex except on the computer, often with a person who in no way matches the cyber-identity he assumes. Dacryphilia : A fetish for witnessing others cry. Often a fetish of sadists who enjoy dominating submissive partners to the point of tears.

Daddy : A dominant partner who is significantly older or who provides for the submissive partner in a variety of ways. Daisy Chain : In an orgy when participants become physically linked in a string of sex acts. Often a feature of a bisexual orgy. Dandy : A gay man who is excessively stylish and perpetually worried about his appearance.

Danglers : Excessively droopy labia minora. Synonyms: bacon stripes, beef curtains,. Debauchee : One who routinely engages in vice, particularly of the sexual variety. Synonyms: libertine, rake, roue. Defecate : Synonyms: drop a bomb, drop a load, drop the kids off at the pool, dump, make a deposit, pinch a loaf, poop, pop a squat, take a dump, take a shit,.

Degradation : A fetish for being psychologically degraded, or degrading a partner. Synonyms: erotic humiliation. Demimonde : A class of women known to be more promiscuous than the general population. Origins: a french word once used to describe prostitutes. Dendrophilia : A fetish for having sex with trees. Dental Dam : A piece of latex or rubber stretched over a vagina or asshole during oral sex in order to prevent the transmission of STDs. One can be made by slicing a condom down the side and stretching the latex.

Plastic wrap is a pour substitute, but it is better than nothing. Devil's Threesome : A threesome involving two men and one woman. This is not the type of threesome most men fantasize about, but it is what most settle for. Devotee : A person with a a fetish for disabled people. The two most common fetishes devotees have are abasiophilia and acrotomophilia. Diaper Fetish : A common prop incorporated into age play or fetishes for infantilism, scat, watersports, humiliation, dominance, helplessness Some believe this fetish develops early in life, when a child associates diapers with being loved and coddled.

Extreme diaper fetishists make themselves incontinent so that they need to wear diapers constantly. Dick : 1. A man who behaves as if he does all his thinking with his penis. Dick Beater : An obsessive masturbator. Dick Cheese : Smegma, which often accumulates under the foreskins of uncircumcised men. So names as it looks and smells like rotten cheese. Dick Hole : 1. The hole at the head of the penis through which fluids flow.

An orifice that may be penetrated by a dick. Dick Lips : As opposed to someone who has dick-shaped lips, the word refers to someone whose lips look ideal for being wrapped around a dick. Synonyms: DSLs. Dick Slap : Slapping another person, usually in the cheek, with a dick. Often a derogatory act done during rough fellatio. Can also be performed with a dildo. Dick Sucking : Fellatio. Dick-Tinted Glasses : A mindset that makes you see the world in terms of penises. Commonly worn by feminists who see phallic symbols in everything, construction workers who can turn any tool into a dick joke, pubescent boys, and promiscuous women.

Dictator : A penis shaped like a potato that exercises total control over his dominion. Origins: Will Ferrell. Dildo : Any phallic object used to penetrate the body in order to achieve sexual pleasure. Usually a sex toy made out of rubber, plastic, or glass. A dildo can be a vibrator , but not all vibrators are dildos. Generally though, dildos do not vibrate. Dime Piece : On a scale of , a woman who rates as a perfect 10 in terms of physical beauty. Usage: "I think I will just dine in tonight. Dingle Berries : Particles of excrement that cling to ass hair after a fart or as a result of inefficient ass wiping.

Synonyms: barnacles, chuffnuts, klingons. Diphallia : A medical condition in which a man has two penises. It occurs in approximately 1 in every 5. See The Double Dick Dude. Dippoldism : A fetish, or paraphilia, in which pleasure is derived from spanking or physically abusing another person. Dirty Harry : A cock that is filthy and surrounded by a mane of pubic hair and possibly featuring a prominent mole , that is still sexually appealing dues to its overt masculinity.

Dirty Swirly : While penetrating someone from behind in the bathroom, you dip her head in the toilet and flush. Discipline : 1. When a dominant partner trains a submissive on fetish protocol. Punishment inflicted on a submissive for disobedience. Disco Stick : A dick on the dance floor, or one belonging to a man with rhythm. Origins: Lady Gaga's song, "Love Game.

Dishabille : To be carelessly dressed, or partially undressed. The state of one's clothes right before or after sex. Origins: From the French word meaning "to undress. Dishonorable Discharge : When a man ejaculates in a shameful manner. This can include premature ejaculation or reaching climax while masturbating to embarrassing porn just as another person walks in the room. Divorce : "From the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet. DJ Diddles : When a person works a woman's clitoris like a turn table, constantly searching for the perfect rhythm.

Origins: Dane Cook. Doggy Style : A common sex act in which the man penetrates his partner from behind. So named as it is as difficult to keep nuts in an ass as it is to hold two dog in a bathtub. Dog Training : When a submissive partner is treated like a dog.

A common form of role playing in BDSM. Dog Treat : Slathering peanut butter on your genitals then having your dog lick it off. The Dolphin : An absurd sex act in which the man starts off penetrating the woman from behind. Then, without any warning, he harpoons his dick into her ass, causing her to make an "eek eek" sound, not unlike a dolphin's distress call. The woman will then flop around in bed like a dolphin desperate to get back into the safety of the sea.

Dominant : The partner who enjoys control in a fetishistic relationship. Synonyms: daddy, dominatrix, master, top,. Dominatrix : A female dominant in a fetishistic relationship. Donkey Punch : An absurd sex act in which a man punches his partner in the back of the head as he reaches climax in order to make her muscles tighten. Donkey Show : The mythic show that occurs in seedy bars of developing countries in which a woman is penetrated by a donkey. Doorknob : 1 Slut. Everyone gets a turn. Synonyms: community bike.

A butt plug shaped like a doorknob. Double Coyote Ugly : When you chew off the arm that is trapped under a troll's sleeping body in order to escape her layer, then you chew off your other arm to keep the troll from identifying you as the one-armed man who fulfilled all of her troll fantasies.

Double Sided Dildo : A double headed dildo meant for simultaneous insertion by two people. Double Bagger : A partner who is so promiscuous that you assume she has an STD , or who would have your child if she gets pregnant , but who is still attractive enough to risk having sex with. Synonym: two bagger. Double Bagging : Wearing two condoms for extra protection against contracting an STD or having an unplanned pregnancy with a promiscuous woman.

Ironically, the friction between the two condoms actually makes them more likely to break. Double Bedder : 1. Having sex twice in one day with two different people. A sex partner so attractive that you want to have sex with her twice in the same night, or with two mattresses beneath you to absorb the massive pounding you want to give her.

Double Header : 1. Having sex with two people in one day. A 69 with two men. A woman who starts you off with felatio, has sex with you, then finishes you off with her mouth. Women two people perform fellatio on the same man. Douche : Flushing out a vagina or ass with a solution meant to mask various odors and tastes. Douche Bag : An asshole who tries to mask his inner filthiness through superficial means: flashy clothes, too much cologne, steroid muscles Down Low, DL : 1.

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Keeping an affair low key in order to avoid detection. A homosexual who is reserved when it comes to who he opens up to about being gay. Synonyms: sandwich. Drag Queen : A man who adopts a female persona as a stage act. Drag queens cover every area of the transgendered spectrum, from cross-dressers to transsexuals. Drilldo : A sex machine made by attaching a dildo to the end of a drill, creating a sex toy that can spin at a dangerously fast rate.

Dry Humping : What two people do when they have yet to figure out how to have sex. Synonyms: Outercourse. She joins the group of hot girls to meet men who would otherwise be inaccessible. Her friends allow her in the group as she makes them look better by contrast and she provides someone to make fun of behind her back. When approaching a group with a DUFF, guys should always have a "janitor" available to take out the trash. Dust Under the Bed : Sex so good it spills onto the floor.

Sex so thorough and complete, you do not miss a thing. Dutch : When both partners pay their part on a date. Usage: Asking a woman to go dutch on a date is a great way to ensure there will never be a second date. Dutch Oven : When you fart while in bed with a partner, then pull the covers over both of you. Dutch Rudder : While a man grips his own penis, another person moves the masturbator's forearm, steering the dick ship toward climax cove.

Dutch Treat : When attempting a Dutch oven, you accidentally defecate in the bed. Origins: the film, Orgazmo. Dysmorphophilia : A fetish for mentally or physically impaired partners. Similar to teratophilia. Eager Beaver : 1. A horny woman. The appendage sticking off the shaft of some vibrators , providing clitoral stimulation.

Some are shaped like the tail of a beaver or like rabbit ears. The name of vibrators with such a feature. Ecstasy : 1. A state of rapture, often used to describe the moment one reaches sexual climax. The name of the recreational street drug MDMA, which induces a euphoric state. Ejaculate : Synonyms: big bang, blow your load, bust your nut, cream, cum, drop your load, fire a shot, get off, get your rocks off, number three, nut, pop a nut, shoot, shoot your wad, spill one's seed, squirt. Electra Complex : A daughter's quasi-sexual competition with her mother for her father's affection.

The female version of the Oedipus complex. Origins: Carl Jung.

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Electric Chair : When a partner is bound to a chair while receiving electro-stimulation. Electrophilia : A fetish for electricity, which usually involves electro-stimulation. Electro-Stimulation , E-Stem, Electrosex : Electric stimulation, particularly on the genitals and erogenous zones. Used more to induce pleasure by stimulating nerves and muscles as opposed to the BDSM practice of inducing pain via varying degrees of electrical shocks.

Emetophilia : A fetish for vomiting or watching others vomit, particularly after gagging during fellatio. Synonyms: vomit fetish. Emotional Dump : Unloading all of your emotional baggage on a friend or on a social networking website like Facebook. Enema : The process of filling the colon with water or some other fluid. This can be done to relieve constipation, to clean out the cavity before anal sex , or simply for the erotic enjoyment of the sensation.

Ephebophilia : A paraphilia involving an attraction to teens or mid to late adolescents generally between the ages of Eproctolagniac : A fetish for farts. Synonyms: flatulophilia. Erection : When a penis becomes engorged with blood. Synonym: bone, boner, bone-on, chubby, flagpole, hard, hard-on, morning wood, pants pusher, pitch a tent, riser, rock python, salute, semi, steely dan, stiff, stiffy, throbber, wood, woody. Erotomania : The psychological delusion in which the afflicted person believes a stranger, who is often famous or has high status, is in love with him or her.

Eskimo Brothers : Men united by the fraternal bond of having had sex with the same woman. Estrus : A state of sexual excitability and receptivity in women due to hormonal shifts caused by ovulation. Synonyms: horny, in heat. E-void : Ignoring someone's attempts to flirt via various electronic mediums: text, email, facebook, twitter….

Excrement : Synonyms: alley apple, baby ruth, ca-ca, crap, dirt, doo-doo, dung, feces, poop, poo-poo, shit, scat, turd. Exhibitionism : A fetish for being a public spectacle. This often manifests in streaking, public sex, or flashing. A common trait among porn stars. Eye Fucking : Staring at someone while imagining fucking them. This has nothing to do with actually penetrating the eye socket. This act often provokes an excess of saliva and involuntary tears. It is commonly featured in hardcore porn scenes and involves gagging, deep throating, and runny mascara.

Fag, Faggot, Fagot : 1. A cigarette. Origins: Once referred to a bundle of sticks used for fuel. Fag Hag : A woman who hangs out with attractive gay men as a means of boosting her self-confidence. Synonym: fruit fly. Fangirl, Fanboy : A person who is obsessed with a celebrity or fictional character to the point that their fascination becomes a fetish. A broad category for several sub-fetishes: padding, inflation, stuffing, gaining, immobility, feederism, feedism, feeding fetish.

Father Complex : Most commonly refers to when a woman is attracted to older, sugar-daddy types in part because she lacked a father figure who provided for her as a child. Synonyms: daddy issues. Feederism, Feedism, Feeding Fetish, Forced Feeding : A fat fetish in which pleasure is derived from feeding oneself, or another, with the intention of increasing a person's size. Related to: gaining, inflation, immobility, padding, stuffing,.

Fellatio : oral sex performed on a penis. Female Copulatory Vocalizations FCV : When female primates, including women, vocalize in specific ways during intercourse. Some scientists suggest these vocalizations are a way of calling over other males. Female Masking : A modern form of cross dressing in which men wear rubber masks, and even synthetic skin suits beneath their feminine clothes, making them look like living sex dolls. Female Muscle Fetish : A fetish for muscular females. This often stems from a sub's desire to be dominated and emasculated by a physically superior female.

Fem-bot : An attractive woman who is so emotionally cold as to provoke suspicion that she is a robot. Origins: Austin Powers. Feminazi : A woman who describes herself as a feminist, but who blames men for all of her problems and shortcomings. Feminista : A woman who thinks it is fashionable to be a feminist. Also, a woman who thinks fashion makes her a woman. Femme : Often refers to a gay man or lesbian who has an abundance of feminine characteristics. Fetish : Sexual arousal resulting from a fixation with a specific act or thing. Some fetishes are so intense that a person has trouble reaching an orgasm unless he engages in, or at least fantasizes about, his fetish.

Synonyms: one and only. Firecrotch : A person whose pubic hair is naturally red. Synonyms: redhead, ginger, day walker. Flash : Briefly exposing any area of the body in public that is traditionally concealed. Flatulence : Synonyms: air biscuit, air blast, backfire, back talk, blowing heat, break wind, butt burp, cheek flapper, chocolate thunder, crop dusting, cut one, cut the cheese, dutch oven, fart, fire in the hole, fog horn, gas, gale force wind, let one go, machine gun, pant ripper, pass gas, pocket thunder, poot, scud missile, silent but deadly SBD , skunk, stainer, tail shot, talk German, trouser trumpet, wet one,.

Flapjacks : Small, flattened looking boobs. Despite the name, these are generally not appetizing. Fleshlight : A brand-name sex toy for men that looks like a flashlight, but which contains an artificial vagina. Flip Flop : To serve as both the dominant and submissive partner, the top and the bottom, at different times during a relationship or a single sex session. Common among the gay, lesbian, and BDSM community. Flirt : 1.

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To demonstrate attraction. One who demonstrates attraction, often with no intention of acting on such feelings. Flogger : A type of whip with multiples tails. Floor Mattress : A mattress that sits on the floor with no bed-frame. Often a sign of poverty. Fluffer : The mythic person on a porn set whose job it is to maintain the male performer's erection between shots. Fly Fisherman : A man who artfully seduces women without relying on any of the lures that traditionally attract sex partners, such as wealth, good looks, or power. Synonyms: pick up artist.

Foot Fetish : Being sexually aroused by feet, to the point where you want to stick feet in your mouth and rub your genitals on them. Foot Job : Using feet to bring a man to climax. Foreplay : Any erotic act that precedes, and often prepares a partner for, intercourse.

May be performed to prolong the sexual experience, to lubricate the genitals with saliva or vaginal fluid, to stimulate an erection, to get a partner in the mood for more penetrative sex, or to get either partner as near the point of climax as possible. Foreskin : The excess skin on the shaft of the penis that covers the head, especially when the penis is flaccid. This is what is removed during circumcision. Synonyms: prepuce. Formicophilia : A fetish for insects crawling on you and your genitals. Often involves ants. Franken Pussy : A vagina that has been surgically brought back to life, especially after childbirth.

Franken Penis : A penis that has endured some form of major, physical trauma. Origins: The title of a porno John Wayne Bobbitt made after Lorena Bobbitt cut off his penis then threw it in a field. French Horn : A sex act that mimics the paying of a French horn. Freud Stick : Penis. So named as it is a physical measure of your innermost desires.

Frictation : When two men rub penises together while facing each other. Synonyms: cock rub, bumping dicks, frontism, the Ivy League rub, knocking cocks, Oxford style, the Princeton Rub, sword fighting, tummy sticks. Synonyms: fuck buddy. Friend Zone : A place men are exiled when they do not have the balls to express their attraction for a love interest soon enough. A relationship limbo where you serve all the platonic functions of a significant other without receiving any of the sexual benefits.

Frotteurism : A fetish for rubbing against an unsuspecting, and non-consenting, person. Often performed on trains, buses, or in crowds. Frottage : Non-penetrative sex acts that often involve rubbing. Includes ass jobs, the Cardinal George, cock dogging, foot jobs, hand jobs, Harvard Style, outercourse,The Princeton Rub, titty fucking Frot : Usually refers to any non-penetrative sex act that involves two penises rubbing together.

Synonyms: cock rub, bumping dicks, frictation, frontism, the Ivy League rub, knocking cocks, Oxford style, the Princeton Rub, sword fighting, tummy sticks…. Fuck : 1. To have sex 2. The most popular American curse word. An idiot. Variations: fucker, fuck bag, fuck brain, fuck face, fuck head, fuck nut, fuck tard, fuck tart, fuck up, fuck wad,.

Fuck Buddy : What a woman is referred to behind her back when she agrees to carry on a sexual relationship with a man who has no interest in dating her. Fuck Butter : Personal lubricant or any body fluids that are produced during sex. Fuck Slam : An absurd sex act in which the top partner sudden pulls the bottom partner's legs out from under her while fucking her from behind, causing her to slam down on her stomach. Fucktarded : When you are fucked so hard that you become mentally handicapped for a short period of time.

Functional Homosexual : One who has gay sex because of an absence of heterosexual partners.

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Often occurs in extreme situations, such as in prison or on remote military deployments. Fur Ball : What is coughed up after performing cunnilingus on a hairy vagina. Furry : One who has the fetish ursusagalmatophilia, in which people wear downy costumes to either dry hump or have anonymous sex with other furries. Also includes people who likes to have sex with stuffed animals. Synonyms: plushies.

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Futanari : The Japanese word for hermaphrodite, meaning literally, "dual forms. These characters present an optical illusion to the male psyche. Gag : Any object used to obstruct a person's breathing or to prevent them from talking, especially during sex. Gagging : Most often refers to a partner choking during fellatio and deep throating. Gag Gift : 1. When a man unexpectedly forces his penis into his partner's throat during fellatio. An unexpectedly large penis. Gag Reflex : The involuntary reaction by throat muscles to expel anything lodged in the wind pipe.

In terms of sex, this is often activated during rough fellatio. Gaining : A fat fetish in which pleasure is derived from the idea of oneself, or another, gaining weight. Related to: feederism, feeding, feedism, inflation, immobility, padding,. Gallantry : Respectful behavior or manners exhibited by men toward women. While this is often considered an aspect of gentlemanliness and romance, gallantry has its origins in misogynistic societies in which men were expected to provide for and protect women, who were viewed as the weaker sex.

Game Show Host : A man who has the ability to kiss women within moments of meeting them. A smooth operator. Gangbang : An orgy in which multiple men have sex with one woman. Ganymede : A young, boyish homosexual man. Synonyms: boy toy, twink. Garbage Canning : Masturbating into a trashcan.

En efficient form of masturbation that requires little clean up. Gay : 1. Specifically, a homosexual man. Gaydar : An ability to distinguish homosexuals from heterosexuals. Gay for Pay : A self-proclaimed heterosexual man who sleeps with men for money. Gender Bender : Someone who plays with gender roles, and gender identity, often embodying both male and female elements.

Gender Outlaw : One who refuses any and all attempt to be labeled a specific gender. Origins: A book of the same name by Kate Bornstein. Gender Queer : A person whose gender is intentionally ambiguous. Gerbiling, Gerbil-stuffing : The absurd urban legend that some men put gerbils in their asses.

Most common versions of this myth involve putting a tube into one's asshole, coaxing a gerbil to crawl down that tube, then removing the tube, trapping the gerbil inside. Just as practical as a woman stuffing a hedgehog in her vagina, or hedgehogging. Gerontophilia : A fetish for older partners, particularly partners who belong to an older generation. Often used in reference to a man having sex for the sport of it, as opposed to other emotional reasons.

GGG : "Good, giving, and game. GGirl : A genetic girl. Often used in the transgender community. Gigolo : A male prostitute who deals primarily with female clientele. Girlfriend : A woman who exists in an unstable state, somewhere between fuck buddy and wife. Girlfriend Proof : Concealing anything in your apartment that may insight rage in your girlfriend. This usually involves hiding porn and any evidence of infidelity. Girlfriend Voice : The effeminate voice a man adopts when talking to his girlfriend.

Girl Next Door : An attractive, though seemingly innocent and virginal woman. Girl-rilla : A muscular, beast of a woman. Girlvert : A woman who is just as obsessed with sex as most men. Origins: Porn star, Ashley Blue. Glass Bottom Boat : When one person positions himself under a glass coffee table while his partner defecates on the glass. Variations: plating, hot lunch. Glass Slipper of our Generation : Condom.

Origins: Chuck Palahniuk 's novel, Fight Club. Glory Hole : A hole in the wall of a bathroom stall through which men stick their dicks to receive anonymous fellatio , often while pretending the man on the other side of the stall is a woman. The Goat : The most difficult move in the ball showing game, as it requires total commitment. A player drops his pants and bends over with his dick and balls tucked back between his legs, thus exposing a fruit basket of delectables for the player who walks in on this scene.

Gob Stoppers : Fake eyelashes worn by porn stars and promiscuous women that prevent cum from getting in their eyes during facials. Synonyms: safety goggles. A porn category. Origins: Japan. Gold Digger : A person who chooses romantic partners for financial gain. Golden Shower : Urinating on your partner. Synonym: yellow shower, traveling the yellow river,. Gonorrhea : An STD caused by a bacterial infection. Its symptoms include a burning discharge from the urethra or vagina.

Synonyms: clap, a dose, piss pins and needles, stank cock. Gonzo : A type of porn that focuses just on the hardcore sex as opposed to the extraneous fluff in a mainstream porno such as set design, costumes, or plot. These scenes are often characterized by POV shots that make the viewer feel as though he is in the scene, and closeups on the genitals. Origins: From Hunter S. Thompson's style of journalism in which he would insert himself into a story.

Goo Fetish : A fetish for gooey substances, which often takes the form of tentacles. Related to wet and messy fetishes, and sploshing. Synonyms: slime fetish. Often a successful man who dresses well, works out, and actively pursues younger women. The male equivalent to a Cougar. Greek Sex : Anal sex. Grenade : The ugly friend in a group of women who will act as a cock block unless someone mans up and charms her.

Such a selfless and heroic act is referred to as "jumping on the grenade. Grindhouse : A seedy strip club. Origins: the film, Lady Burlesque. Ground and Pound : Modeled after the MMA maneuver, this describes any sex act in which the man drills his partner as hard and fast as he can. As in a MMA match, this usually occurs at the climax of the event. Growler : A hair vagina that has an angry countenance and despises visitors. Synonyms: bear claw. Grrl : a militant feminist or a lesbian who confuses her sexuality and preferences for a liberated view point. Synonyms: feminazi, womyn.

G-String Jockey : The personal assistant, typically male, and or boyfriend, of a female, adult entertainer. These men accompany their cash cows to conventions and feature dancing appearances, doing whatever their employer needs: acting as bodyguard, driver, collector of dollars, roller of posters, washer of thongs, and general bitch boy. Guilt Sex : Sex that results from a feeling of obligation, such as when a woman sleeps with a man she is not attracted to after he pays to take her on vacation.

So named as it is neither her gut nor her cunt, but a hybrid of the two. Synonyms: FUPA. Gun Fetish : A fetish for the power embodied by guns. In practice this fetish can manifest as women posing with, firing, or performing sex acts with guns. In extreme cases, it can involve a person aiming a gun at his sex partner during sex.

Gurl : In the transgendered community, this term refers to MTF cross dressers. Synonyms: T girl.


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    Hamartophilia : A fetish for committing sins, as defined by your religious upbringing. Synonyms: pecattiphilia. Hand Job, HJ : 1. Using one's hands to bring a partner to orgasm. Usually refers to stroking a penis. Synonyms: DJ diddles, hand relief, an old fashion, tug job, taking the H train to J town. Hand to Gland Combat : Vigorous masturbation in which a man wrestles with his dick. Hanger Model : A waif thin fashion model, whose body is desexualized in order to emphasize the clothes she is modeling as opposed to her feminine sexuality.



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